Saya Sang Penaka Sura
Tuesday, 27 November 2018
Danger of Silence
By
Saddiq Raffali, PENULIS
A 28 years old emotional and recluse Razlan Hardi sits alone on his bed. He is having a severe anxiety attack but got no one else to turn to. Hardly able to breath, he firmly determine to fight the jitters.
He gets back up on his feet, seeking a way to deal with his predicament. Razlan slowly moves around his room. Gasping deeply and heavily, he begins by finding 5 things that he can see but struggles really hard to identify it. He then starts looking for 4 things he can touch. Razlan couldn't figure out the things he touches, as if he has lost his senses. He gives up and revert back to his panicky state. The world abruptly turns pitch black which leads him into a state of confusion.
Suddenly, Razlan starts to hear something. There are 3 distinctive sounds. The sensation from the sound slowly change him. Razlan decides to try again. He tries to use his sense of smell. There's 2 smells that spark his interest but foul smell hinders them. He goes all out to get rid of the smell and later clean himself. He feels a positive vibe from his action, so happy he's able to connect with 1 of his emotion.
Time surely flies. Razlan's mood vibrantly change. Razlan shouts to the top of his lung immediately and bravely ventures out of his comfort zone. He truly believes that he is in control of his surroundings and triumphantly manages his anxiety.
The End
Notes :
* A recluse is someone who lives alone and avoids other people.
* Razlan Hardi is using a technique called Grounding which help when a person feels like (s)he have gone too far in his/her head and lost all control of his/her surroundings.
Friday, 1 January 2016
SETIAWAN
Engkau setiawan bangsa merdeka
Kebanggaan negara
Namun kesasar melampaui batas
Terkesima melayari nikmat dunia
Melayulecuhkan jiwamu sendiri
Hidupmu semakin lecas
Sudah meluru terlalu deras
Sampai kelupaan
Terluput dari benak mindamu
Menyembah Tuhan yang satu
Berkata benar biarpun pahit
Berseluruslah walaupun perit
Jangan dimabuki nafsu amarah
Elakkan mafsadah
Kembali memimpin kerana Allah
Bukit Tinggi, 8 Disember 2015
RETEK
Retek jiwa ini
Saat hilangnya bayang pedoman
Fikiran merewang
Sesungguhnya kerewelan itu petanda
Kita diuji Sang Pencipta
Bentong, 8 Disember 2015
BANGUN
Demi mengisi ruang kemenangan
Setiap inci kelemahan dirungkaikan
Bingkas dia bangkit
Bangun menangguk peluang keemasan
Melupakan lelahnya
Bukit Tinggi, 16 Disember 2015
SETIA
Terkadang sayang
Anak kecil itu disalahajarkan
Selujur mengikut irama kebencian
Bagai racun menular mindanya Hilanglah setia saat dewasa
SADDIQ RAFFALI
Bukit Tinggi, 27/12/15
Friday, 13 February 2015
Introducing Sambal Pendekar. Malaysia's very own Green Salsa :)
If you guys are too busy to cook but always on the look for great tasty food, you guys are lucky. I'm going to introduce Malaysia's Best Sambal Hijau (green sambal) to date. Yes...This is SAMBAL PENDEKAR SHAHRIZA MAHMUD (actress in #ANTIDOT, berarak memori jingga, GSI, Rubiah, etc)....
If you want to experience a carnival in mouth, please try Sambal Pendekar. Even the word Pendekar means Warrior. You have to be brave to try this. With mix ingredients such as fresh green chillies, anchovies, green tomatoes and chef's secret ingredients, you'll be craving for more.
Live life to the fullest...
Saddiq Raffali@Putrajaya
13/02/15
Monday, 9 February 2015
Sambal Pendekar Sang Isteri
Terkesan di rasa, menjadi Legenda...
Your are simply what you eat...That's so true. If you are looking for healthy yet tasty food you should definitely try Shahriza's Sambal Pendekar. It is so balance, it will make you hungry for even more. I've seen people enjoying their Sambal Pendekar with roti canai, tosai, pitas, tortilas, cappati, steam rice, nasi lemak, spaghetti, meatballs, mee hoon, bee hoon, maggies....the lists are endless.
I will recommend Sambal Pendekar to anyone who wants a fiesta in their mouth and experience foodgasm themselves. Ciao!
P/s : Cancer can't stand the heat!
Legendary taste...forever